another sad day of sad life!! my exams have just got over, i should be happy, bt whom to share the happiness with? nobody asked me, hw it was, wht i am going to do today? wht's up, hows life.. nething anybody could have asked.. nobody asks me anything, they don't say anything when i want to hear them, talk! sometimes i wonder why am i lonely? even after having a boyfriend? i mean ur suppose to stay busy, happy or jst do something in life!
this is the time i desperately want to be single, think about all cute, sexy, stupid, idiotic, low, high IQ guys, when i want to flirt and enjoy life! but main bhartiya ladki hoon types idea aate hai. Sometimes i wonder why i have taken a subject which demand so much time with people, why do i say i like to be with people. i don't! they irritate me, the more i know them more sad i feel of their existence and my existence!i don't ahcecash left so that i can go out and throw these depressing thoughts in mc donald's dustbin. i plan to sleep and while away the tiem, and better prepare for something better. is there something really better? it sucks all the time when i give myself all these false hopes.