Hey Bhagwaan kal saadi na peh ni pade.., the days begin with these prayers. I get up, rush to the second floor bathroom, though i am stay at third floor; because on our floor, every body is a late latif and takes average time of 1 hour in taking bath , it becomes practically impossible to get ready on time. Today an insurance company was comming, we all knew thatthere is only 1 post for HR students and cut throat competition. i woke up at 8, as usual never on time, somehow i got ready. It was a big day, 6 lakhs and hardcore HR profile means alot.
we attended the ppt. and then got ready for our group discussion, we were been told by the company guy to talk and make our points in GD, for if we don't, we'll not be selected. We all knew in advance, who all are going to be selected, for it was pre decided. The company HR guy, (college alumni)was friends with one of my class mate,. Miss N. Trust me,all she has is a litle talking skills, when nerveous are also lost!
Still, i believed that God is there and if i am good, no one can tale it away from me. Everything went well, and i was hopeful wen i came out of the GD round, i saw a grin on Miss N's face, for she couldn't contribute much to the GD. i was satisfyed and knew somewhere in heart that i would make my way to interview round. I told V. that we'll be going for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows if i could not break through and lo! results were announced, my ears were waiting desperately to hear my name, but i raealised in seconds that it was not my day.. Another day gone and with it took hope, strength and happiness, Felt like Dementors kiss. it became very difficult to control and before people see me crying like a child, whose toffee was snached i made my way up to the hostel.
It took me a litle time to overcome the failure, but i was praised by all my friends for my performance, which gave me a morale boost, i went for the movie with V. and enjoyed the day. at the end, i reinstated my faith in God, for i know he see everything but waits and one day i will get my share. i don't know when will i sit for next company, but i know one thing "Girte hain ghudsawar hi maidan-e-jung mein, woh tifl kya girega jo ghutno ke bal chale." :) bby for now.
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